One of my friends broke up with her long term boyfriend, another just got engaged, I just upset my brother, there are a million people on my back about the movie, the documentary, and this other documentary thing. I wanted to be there and I was not. I feel panicked whenever I even think about the dreaded Zombie Movie or even just youtube in general.
I'm sorry to all the people I can't be there for, or who are mad at me, who I've let down or been mean or snappy to. I'm more sorry to the people I've not even responded to in the last few weeks and months. I'm sorry to the people who I actually think of as good solid friends who I barely got to spend a few hours with when I was in San Francisco, if at all.
I am overloaded and it's ruining everything.
Internet, what are you doing to me?